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I never thought that I could love some one.
I didn't even think that I had love to love someone.
But then, life tricked me.
I actually love some one.
Unfortunately, like I just said it was just one life's freakin trick.
I love some one, but then he broke my heart.
The only heart I had and the only love left.
And somehow when he broke my heart, he broke me too along the way.
And it ruined me for a while.
Now, I don't even know if I still had a courage to love anymore.
Love is too complicated for me. Too hard, too tiring. It's simply too much for me.
But then I remember, what's up with all this heartache when I didn't have a heart to begin with?